Have you ever felt torn,
between one life and another?
Ever faced the scorn,
of someone you will love forever?
Ever been hurt by someone you thought cared?
Cant tell them you hate them because your so scared?
Have you felt dead inside,
even when they are there?
Do you feel you have to hide,
make sure they're never aware?
Ensure they never know you long for another to step out of your dreams
To come true to life and show you what love means
Ever hated your life so bad,
that you feel like dying?
Ever felt so damn mad,
because you just cant stop crying?
Ever been used by your other without a second thought?
They dont realise the
Is this the way it's going to be,
Forever you, and never me?
This life I live is all for you,
Never mind what it is that I have to do.
I put you first, I loved you so,
And so it falls, I have to go.
This happy farce, this life with you
I hate to tell you that it's through.
I don't know when, I don't know how,
I fought so hard, to defeat I bow.
I smiled at you as my heart did die,
To carry on would be a lie.
And to lie is something I swore I wouldn't
I tried to live, just to find I couldn't.
I ponder us as I slowly get drunk,
Lying here in this, my bed, my bunk.
The alcohol helps not, just makes it all worse,
I confide in this
