Have you ever felt torn,
between one life and another?
Ever faced the scorn,
of someone you will love forever?
Ever been hurt by someone you thought cared?
Cant tell them you hate them because your so scared?
Have you felt dead inside,
even when they are there?
Do you feel you have to hide,
make sure they're never aware?
Ensure they never know you long for another to step out of your dreams
To come true to life and show you what love means
Ever hated your life so bad,
that you feel like dying?
Ever felt so damn mad,
because you just cant stop crying?
Ever been used by your other without a second thought?
They dont realise the
Is this the way it's going to be,
Forever you, and never me?
This life I live is all for you,
Never mind what it is that I have to do.
I put you first, I loved you so,
And so it falls, I have to go.
This happy farce, this life with you
I hate to tell you that it's through.
I don't know when, I don't know how,
I fought so hard, to defeat I bow.
I smiled at you as my heart did die,
To carry on would be a lie.
And to lie is something I swore I wouldn't
I tried to live, just to find I couldn't.
I ponder us as I slowly get drunk,
Lying here in this, my bed, my bunk.
The alcohol helps not, just makes it all worse,
I confide in this
Current Residence: Chesterfield, UK Favourite genre of music: Goth-rock Operating System: A shitty one. Wallpaper of choice: Anything dark and gothic Favourite cartoon character: Stewie Griffin Personal Quote: Shit rolls downhill...
Heath Ledger, 1979-2008
You've all probably heard the news, and some of you may even be feeling like I am, but I am deeply disturbed by the death of an actor I have seen in... oh, two films?
I was never one to snap up his new films whenever I saw them on the shelves of my local DVD shop, nor rush out to see his latest film on the big screen, and I will never profess to feel some deep seated connection to a man I never knew nor could ever understand. However, so some reason I just cannot comprehend, his passing is effecting me more than I thought it would.
Like many others, I was surprised by his casting in The Dark Knight, but instantly tr
On one of my frequent visits to IGN to check out the latest game and movie news, I decided to check out if any new TV shows were coming my way. Upon discovering nothing that caught my eye, I began to wonder where season 2 of Stargate: Atlantis was. For those of you living in the US, you guys are eagerly awaiting Season 3, or so I understand, but over in the UK I have seen hide nor hair of Season 2. I hope it is coming back soon, as other than 'A Town Called Eureka' and the staple of my TV diet 'Scrubs' there isn't much that can make me sit down in front of 'the box' anymore unless my xBox 360 is plugged into it.
On a related note, where the
So yeah, Dead Rising.
The demo has hit the Live marketplace and naturally I had a pop. Its a monster of a file, but for those non-yanks out there you will probably be playing it for about a month or so anyway so it's definately worth the time.
So the demo starts with a message reading something along the lines of "This game is not licensed, produced, endorsed or affiliated with George A. Romero's Dawn of the Dead."
There you have it: that single sentence sets the scene. Before you even begin to play the demo it assumes you are going to compare it with that piece of cinematic gold. Arrogant that Capcom should deem its product worthy of com